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November 18th, 2003

04:46 pm from now on guys, my journal is friends only because i have assholes leaving stupid comments on my journal and if you don't like what i write then don't freaken read it. asshole. Current Mood: enraged

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November 17th, 2003

03:25 pm ( my friends ) Current Mood: flirty

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November 15th, 2003

03:58 pm - BORED!!!! Name: amanda Nickname: manda, manda panda, pandy Birthday: february 8th Birthplace: lowell, ma ( survey ) Current Mood: bored

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November 6th, 2003

09:34 pm ( Read more... ) Current Mood: annoyed

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November 4th, 2003

04:19 pm hey doods. whats up? i should be doing hwk right now but i reallllly don't want to :P got some related, some history, i'm not doing my math. oh well. don't understand it! stupid stuff we don't need to know for life. i hate that, they teach us all this stuff that we'll NEVER need in life. freaken postulates? ookay and i'm gonna use that in marketing WHEN? lol whatever. today was pretty good. before homeroom on the 3rd floor me and chad played rock paper sissors but we put a twist. if you lose, you get smacked in the face. well i wouldn't let them smack my face so i had them smack my ass. lmao. i swear i have a hand mark on my ass right now. lol. i got chad some good times though :P then a teacher came over and told us to 'cut the shit' lol got my grades today for 1st quarter. Related: 90% Shop: 95% History: 96% Biology: 90% English: 86% Geometry: 84% i dunno gym yet but i'm sure its not bad. i have NO clue how i got a 90% in related. (for those non-vokies, related is the class related to your shop) i had like, horrible grades on the tests. whatever. i'm not complaining!! lol. okay, i g2g now.. i have more to write but i will later. ttyl! muAh!!! Current Mood: silly

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November 3rd, 2003

06:03 pm I'm terza rima, and I talk and smile. Where others lock their rhymes and thoughts away I let mine out, and chatter all the while. I'm rarely on my own - a wasted day Is any day that's spent without a friend, With nothing much to do or hear or say. I like to be with people, and depend On company for being entertained; Which seems a good solution, in the end. What Poetry Form Are You? Current Mood: jealous

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03:03 pm - ta da! i gotta pee What does your name mean? lovable How old are you? 15 How old are you mentally (as in are you mature?)? it depends.. i can act very mature and very immature i'd say maybe.. 17? Describe yourself in 5 words: Dorky, Outgoing, Emotional, Small, Fun What are your worst qualities? I have really bad mood swings What are your best qualities? I dont know, you tell me How long does it take you get get ready in the morning? usually like, 15-20 minutes ( survey [cont.] ) Current Mood: grumpy

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November 1st, 2003

06:44 pm - another survey Spell your first name backwards] adnama x. [Where do you live?] massachusetts x. [4 words that sum you up] dork, fun, outgoing, dork ( linkage!! ) Current Mood: bitchy

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10:39 am "Aoccdrnig to a rscheearch at an Elingsh uinervtisy, it deosn't mttaer in waht oredr the ltteers in a wrod are, the olny ipormetnt tihng is taht frist and lsat ltteer is at the rghit pclae. The rset can be a toatl mses and you can sitll raed it wouthit porbelm. Tihs is bcuseae we do not raed ervey lteter by it slef but the wrod as a wlohe." I tihnk tahts fnuny!!! **Stolen from Jenn's ex** Current Mood: amused

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09:05 am #1 What time do you wake up in the morning? weekdays: 6:15 weekends: it depends on when i'm working #2 If you could eat lunch with one famous person, who would it be? Zac Hanson :) #3 Gold or silver? Silver #4 What was the last film you saw at the cinema? "The Matrix: Reloaded" LMAO! #5 Favorite TV show? ER, 3rd Watch, Trama in the ER, Forensic Files, Will and Grace, The Osbournes #6 What do you have for breakfast? nothing #7 What would you hate to be left in a room with? MICHAEL MYERS!! #8 Can you touch your nose with your tongue? yes #9 What inspires you? people i look up to, i want to be like them #10 What is your middle name? elise #11 Beach, city or country? city #12 Summer or Winter? winter #13 Favorite ice cream? surbert, i'm lactose intolerant #14 Favorite time of day? night #15 Favorite car? whatever #16 Favorite sandwich filling? peanut butter #17 What characteristics do you despise? people who lie, people who take advantage of others, people who think they are the shit #18 Favorite flower? rose or lilacs #19 If you had a big win in the lottery, how long would you wait to tell people? I'd tell asap, I couldn't keep my mouth shut #20 Fizzy or still water as a drink? still water #21 What color is your bathroom? it will be black and white #22 How many keys on your key ring? 2 lol #23 Where would you retire to? california #24 Can you juggle? no #25 Favorite day of the week? fridays #26 Red or white wine? don't drink #27 What did you do for your last birthday? a little party at my place #28 Do you carry a donor card? sure do Current Mood: lonely

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October 30th, 2003

08:23 pm hey, whats up? been a bit better.. had a good day in school :) it was fun. only ashley wasn't there! made me sad.. :( but it sucks now too because they aren't letting us dress up tomorrow for halloween. and that SUCKS because i bought a costume and everything. omg like, 20 minutes ago my dad came in with the michael myers mask on!!! omg i was SOOO scared you don't even know!!!!! he was walking around with it and i saw him so i screamed and ran and put a blanket over my face so i couldn't see, then i hear the door so i know he's inside (everyone else was already inside) so i started screaming 'dad don't! please please please don't dad! i'm scared! don't!' and i didn't hear anything so i thought he was gone and i look up and he was standing right there! omg i screamed bloody murder. i started to cry and he went away. my sister was rubbing my back, and she said he was gone. i dunno how i'm gonna do this tomorrow... Current Mood: scared

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October 26th, 2003

09:11 am - this is gonna be looong!! hey ya'll.. yeah, its been a long time since i've updated.. yeah, it has. uhh, last night was salem. oh what a trip.. first, lemme start off with the beginning of my day. i wake up, go to work for 10 see navy and jenn, oh and nick. got out at 2, gave jenn a ride home and went home. my mums all pissy for some reason and i get the blunt of it. so my dad comes home and he blames me for everything and starts saying that if i piss my mum off all night and blah blah so i flipped and said fuck you and went upstairs. i wasn't going to go anymore. i got really pist off because i had nothing to do with my mum being mad. i said NOTHING yet I get the blame for it. so i was pist and i didnt wanna go anymore because i wasn't getting bitched at the whole night. so then my mum starts flipping at me: 'your going! get ready!' blah blah whatever. so i start getting ready. jon was sappose to come with me but i cant find him to tell him that we're leaving earlier than planned, so i take jenn. we had so much fun on the ride up there lol we're such nuts. anyway, we planned on eatting at the hometown buffet and when we get there, ITS GONE!!! :*( so we waited to go to salem and we ate there. at ummm Brothers i think? it was really good and cool how they worked it. me and jenn had french toast :) it was good :) then we went off to the haunted houses... :\ okay so we go to this haunted house called 'Terror on the Wharf' i think? anyway.. this was the 1st haunted house i went in when i went to salem for the 1st time when i was 10. i was sooo scared. omg i was screaminnnng! lol OH! haha then they had us stop and wait, and my mum was looking back at me and jenn and this masked guy comes up to my mum and he was like right in my mums face so when she turned around the guy scared her. LMAO!! it was so funny!!!! the guy was even laughing it was sooo funny! he had to leave! that was so funny. so then we got out and i ran cause i was freaked out. so we went to the haunted boat next. it was called 'Ghost Ship'. that one had a WICKED long line, but i think it was worth the wait. it wasn't so much scary as was funny. lol. as we were waiting in line, you'd see these two masked people come out and they'd start dancing!! lmao they were so funny!! then they would run away when people were coming. lol. so we get up there, the sailor that let u in was reallly cute and he'd put the smoke machine on before u went in so it was hard to see and these things were popping out everywhere.. lol. so then jenn was in the back and my dad was in the front (we had to go single file) so jenn had these ghoul following her up the stairs!! lmao! grabbing her ankle lol. so we get to the top and then theres this guy laying in the doorway and i think u can get out another way.. well, you can't. so my dad went through, then he pulled my mum and the guy grabbed my mums ankle! lmao! he jumps up and runs after my mum so me and jenn RAN and i ran right into the guy! lmao i pushed him out of the way!! lol it was so funny! i just kept pushing the guy lmao. oh it was funny. so then we walked down to like the 'downtown area' and theres all these little shops and stuff and we were walking around and i told jenn to warn me if she saw a micheal myers. so she goes, manda, he's coming.. i freaked. i saw him and i FLIPPED. i ran behind my dad and hes like 'get away from me' (asshole) so i ran to jenn and shes too small to hide behind so i ran to sue and then finally to bob and i dug my head into his arm and just cried in his arm and i could hear everyone laughing and it wasn't freaken funny. so then theres some random guy behind me rubbing my back going 'there there' 'there there' im like SHUT UP! and i knew michael was right infront of me because everyones like look up! look up! and i wouldnt so i finally did and he was right there, so i ran and luckily he walked away. i was so pist off the rest of the night. they do it to me EVERY YEAR and they think its fucking funny. its NOT. whatever. anyway. we started to walk away back to like the avenue where they had all the haunted houses and we realize that we've lost my sister courtney and her best friend kayla. so they all start running back to find them and we had a group of 18 so we all split up. like, literally 2 minutes later my father found them. blah blah. whatever. they were fine. we went back to the haunted houses that we usually go to. i was aggravated as hell because all night my father was bitching at me. errr i hate him. i really do. but the kids and a couple adults went into 1 more haunted house and me and jenn went around to shops, got some food and waited. we left, me and jenn in my parents car. court, kayla and jamie in sue and bobs car. celeste and chris with boomy and hadley and hadley's friend. and mona and tom with ryan and lauren. we drive back, me and jenn fall asleep. some where in there navy called but i didn't hear it because my phone was on silent (sorry hun! i meant to call u before we left but i was fighting with my parents lol) got home and went to bed lol. woke up around 8ish and now im here :) working 2-6 today. then we might be going up to JP and Cindy's house to see Sophia (there new baby!!!) so excited and we're going to my mems soon. this week, shop week :D and friday is halloween! oh and thursday in dracut they're doing their trick or treating so i'll have to go with jon and joey and jenn to go get some candy since i'll be haunting my yard on halloween with my family. i'm EXCITED :) ttyl!! muAh! 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October 22nd, 2003

07:58 pm - BORED! meep.. 10 bands/artists you've seen live: 10.allister 9. homegrown 8. the starting line 7. bayside 6. the amber fashion 5. something corprate 4. mest 3. good charlotte 2. simple plan 1. gob ( Read more... ) Current Mood: cranky

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October 20th, 2003

05:53 pm - BOO! hey doods. whats up? im mega bored. im sappose to be at some advisory dinner right now, but i didn't feel like going. i took a shower and got into sweats and i wasn't changing lol. im soo comfortable right now. anyway, been quite some time since ive written in here. umm.. friday my grandma came into my shop and took me out and took me to lunch in the school resturant (the artisan) i had a turkey sandwich.. lol. that night my parents my sister and myself all went to the halloween outlet, found an awesome fairy costume but didnt get it. :( it was $50 and i wouldnt wear it to school, so it was pointless but it was sooooo cute! and it looked awesome on me. then we went up to agony, got my belly button pierced again. this time on the bottom. jake wasn't there though :( i wanted to see him so badly... mike pierced it instead. oh well, i'll go back in a couple of months for my ear. (tragus) it didn't hurt that much.. alittle more than the top. it pinched more. but that was it. piercings are so addicting!! lol still want my labret!! i want that the most. oh yeah, me and jon are together now. since 10-16-03. 'It Has Been Assumed' lmao. umm.. what else. i worked 2-6 saturday AND sunday. but they started scheduling me and jenn the same hours which are awesome. then we can sleep over eachothers houses more and never forget our hours lol. class week SUCKS sooo badly. but i actually see jon more this week than X. so its cool. i got my test scores back today from most of my tests from friday.. did good on all of them :) very exciting. what sucks is in geometry i have like a 79.666 average. i'm like wtf!!! lol she better give me the 80 biatch. geometry is effing hard man! okay, maybe not THAT hard, but i hate it. so yeah :P my average in the other classes should be good. all my test scores are high so i think im good. saturday im going to SALEM!!! ahhh im so excited. i wanna get scared soo badly :) im trying to get jenn AND jon to come. we'll see what happens. i heart the white stripes. oh oh and dunkachinos!! awesome little things. everyone has to come to my house on halloween. it will be haunted and its gonna rock! see ya then! muAh! Current Mood: loved

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October 16th, 2003

03:44 pm Enneagram Test Results Type 1 Perfectionism |||||||||||||| 58% Type 2 Helpfulness |||||||||||||| 58% Type 3 Ambition |||||||||||||| 58% Type 4 Sensitivity |||||||||||| 46% Type 5 Detachment |||||||||| 34% Type 6 Anxiety |||||||||||| 46% Type 7 Adventurousness |||||||||||||||| 62% Type 8 Hostility |||||||||||| 46% Type 9 Calmness |||||||||||||||| 66% Your Conscious-Surface type is 9w1 Your Unconscious-Overall type is 1w9 Take Free Enneagram Personality Test Current Mood: okay

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October 13th, 2003

10:23 am - Mest, Something Corprate and Good Charlotte hey guys! whats up?? dood! good charlotte was awesome. joel is so freaken hot! ahhh! okay, well we got there about 5:30 and the doors opened at 6. they line was sooo freaken long it wasn't even funny! it was down to the burery (sp?) so i find chris driscil (sp?) and he said he knows where catherine and kelly are, so he takes me to them and we get in line with them. it was me cat kelly danny jenn and i think his name was joe? i dunno whatever. so we slowly make our way in. my mum had to go all the way back to the car because we couldnt have umbrellas in there. so i call her and tell her were going in and we'll find her later. my sister was freaking out because she didn't want to be on the floor (which we were) because she thinks its gonna get wicked bad and blah blah. so she finds my mum and stays with her. me catherine and kelly sneak our way up through mest's performace and by something corprate we were in the second row. but we got wicked wicked squished and i couldnt see so i just said fuck it i'm outta here. but before that, we had this guy who was pushing through everyone and was saying he was secrity. well, he wasn't, he just wanted to get up to his daughters to try and make them leave but they wouldn't.. and this guy was squishing everyone. he had to be like 45, so kelly started freaking because she couldnt breathe she was so stuck and this guy behind us hit the guy and told him to get the fuck outta there and that he made her cry. we were all yelling at him as he left. oooh! and i met this kid nate aka sweeny lol he was so funny and so adorable! me and cat were trying to pick him up and throw him to the front. he had to be like, 13-14 but he was so freaken adorable!! when we left we lost him and then at the end of the show catherine came running up to me and was like manda!! come here! so she grabbed me and shes like look! its SWEENY! lol so i started screaming SWEENY!!! how are ya! lol we talked for a couple of minutes and he told me how he was all the way up to the front and the people behind him actually picked him up and got him out when he didn't want to. i was like aww that sucks dood! :P but anyway, for GC i was upstairs most of the time, me and catherine went down on the floor for a bit to see if we could see, and of course i couldn't see because i'm so damn short, so we went back up. i found my mum and stayed with her because her seats were really good. we were on the side of the stage so what we did was walk down the isle, and since there were no seats we just stood there until the guards kicked us out, just so we could see them close. and we did. omg you wouldn't believe how many people had my haircut (well nicoles haircut) i really wish i had a guy there with me, just because i think i would feel more safe, but there weren't anyone. :( ahhh joel is so freaken hot!!! ;) ttyl babes! muAh! Current Mood: aggravated

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October 12th, 2003

09:02 am ( a bunch of survey's ) Current Mood: refreshed

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08:31 am - Cowboy UP! okay, so now i can talk, well.. type. whatever. my mum hates when i type and since shes vaccuming the house, i'm typing now :) okay, well, what else did i miss.. im sorry if i repeat myself because im not sure what i wrote last night. ummm.. talent show, i know i wrote about that, uhh.. yesturday i worked 9-1 so my next paycheck is gonna rock! about $95 after taxes. YAY! i haven't had money in soo long like that. with it, i'm going to get my belly button pierced. well, mine already is, but i'm getting the bottom pierced. possibly getting my nose redone also. Jake (my piercer) said that if it ever fell out (okay it didn't fall out) but i still had the stud (which i do) i could get it redone for cheap. so i hope i can :) that will be 10 piercings all together. and i still want my labret and tragus. but thats it. oh well no, because i want the 4 way piercing in my belly button so thats two more also. so yeah.. 14 all together? in the end? yeah, i guess thats it. i want a bunch of tattoos too. im not gonna write it out because im too lazy lol. im sappose to work 2-6 today, but like, i realllly dont wanna go to work because im going to see Good Charlotte tonight and the doors open at 6. So i'd have to have my mum pick me up at 6? nooo i wanna be there early. so im gonna be there early lol. i hope its not cut off like Avril was. (yeah yeah i saw avril! and what!) because then I won't be able to get up close to my Joel ;) ooh i love joel. ::drools:: okay. i'm fine now. now i need to talk about whats on my mind. you know what i realized. i do everything, to please someone else. it shouldn't be like that.. it really shouldn't. everything i do, im trying to make someone else happy, or someone else like me. well, screw! because why should i try and please everyone else and have myself not be happy? people SUCK. i should just make sure that i'm happy first, yeah it sounds selfish but think about it, if i don't do that.. i'll always be miserable. okay now, come on everyone, everyone together!! LETS GO RED SOX! HERE WE GO RED SOX! COWBOY UP!!! Current Mood: dirty

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October 11th, 2003

07:29 pm hahaha! look at these! soo funny: Twas the night to beat Yankees And all through the nation Not a single sole was thinkin Of 85 years of damnation Cuz this is the year To end our bad luck And even if it werent The YANKEES STILL SUCK On Damon, On Nixon, Manny & Nomah On V-tek on Walker, Ortiz & Millar Carry this team and end this damned curse Dont blow the game or youll leave town in a hearse To the TRUE fans of BOSTON Get a beer and a cup And say it together COWBOY THE FUCK UP!!! -from Paul ~and~ The Evil Empire was shaken when the Red Sox's took aim, left with ground outs and strick outs the same, the Red Sox's took game 1 but the Evil Empire Struck Back and took game 2 but that will be the last that the Empire gains for the force is with Nomar,Manny,Damon and the rest and we must remember what Yoda said "the Force is with you and always remember those damn YANKEES SUCK." - from Mel haha, i hate baseball Current Mood: nerdy

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02:41 pm hey guys, whats up? n2m here.. long time since ive actually written in here. nothing much is really going on... ummm.. monday, i cut off all my hair. yep, thats right, its super short and i <3 it. :P wednesday i went over joey's house after my meeting at school and we all hung around there (all being me, joey, jon, & chad) until about 6ish, then we walked down to DHS for there talent show. My cousins band On A Mission was playing. They won 1st place :D they were awesome. uhhh, friday i had a ton of tests, did pretty well i think. I got a 76 on my geometry test :( not too good. then i get home and i got a defishence (sp?) in english which is RETARDED because all my test scores are 86 and above. so my mum grounded me. it said it was because i didnt do my summer reading thing. well screw cause im awesome in that class. okay ill have to write in later.. muAh Current Mood: annoyed

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