I HaTe EvErYtHiNg AbOuT yOu... WhY dO i LoVe YoU

cutecarebear37 @ 2003-11-18T16:46:00

2003-11-18T21:47:26Z

from now on guys, my journal is friends only because i have assholes leaving stupid comments on my journal and if you don't like what i write then don't freaken read it. asshole.

cutecarebear37 @ 2003-11-17T15:25:00

2003-11-17T20:37:07Z

Which one of your friends:
is the nicest? dan
is the funniest? dan or chad
is the moodiest? me
is the silliest? ooh me
is the smartest? paul or justin
is the laziest? me again or jon
is the most stubborn? keith!
is the most understanding? dan
is the most carefree? all my friends
is the most loveable? jenn
is the most trustworthy? jenn
is your long lost twin? jenn!! or amanda a.
is like a little brother? ?
is like a little sister? meghan
is like an older brother? all my guys
is like an older sister? jenn
is the best driver? i've only seen paul drive
is the worst driver? ??
gives the best advice? jenn
gives the best presents? i don't get presents from friends.. there are too many
gives the best hugs? josh
gives the best massages? hmm.. i've never gotten one!!
has the best hairstyle? people really like mine.. :\ ::conceited:: oh and navy!
has the best hair color? ashley
has the best fashion taste-girl? christy or navy
has the best fashion taste-guy? matt s.
has the best smile? matt s.
has the best laugh? chad
has the best eyes? justin.. there so big
has the best abs? matt r.
has the best smell? i haven't smelled anyone lately.. lol
has the best bod- overall? matt s.
has the best personality? all my friends, jenn, amanda, ashley, justin, all the guys
has the best music taste? jenn/amanda a.
has the best quotes? shamus!
will be the best husband? ?? probably dan
will be the best wife? of course me :P lol jk!
will be married first? dan to christine
will be married last? ???
will be the best dad? i dunno
will be the best mom? jenn
will live in a pimped out house? all my friends in bands lol *don't forget me!! ;)*
will be a CEO of some major corp? justin or paul p.
is most likely to appear on mtv? all my friends in bands
is most likely to be on a reality tv show? ME! lol
is most likely to be president of the united states? justin (i see him going places)
is most likely to marry someone much older for money? ??
is most likely to marry someone much younger? not i
is most likely to move to a random remote island? jenn, she loves the beach

BORED!!!!

2003-11-15T21:20:49Z

Name: amanda
Nickname: manda, manda panda, pandy
Birthday: february 8th
Birthplace: lowell, ma

=Now=

Current mood: meh
Current music: gun shots from black hawk down
Current taste: saliva
Current hair: spikey
Current clothes: green allister shirts, brown pants
Current annoyance: work and my sister
Current smell: nothing
Current thing I ought to be doing: sleeping
Current windows open: livejournal
Current desktop picture: my litte cousin
Current favorite band: too many
Current book: nothing
Current cd in stereo: good charlotte
Current crush: meh
Current favorite celeb: could andy from knock first count?
Current hate: my weekend

=Do I=

Smoke?: no
Do drugs?: no
Have sex?: yeah
Give oral sex?: yeah
Receive oral sex?: yeah
Have a dream that keeps coming back?: i used to with my dad and gramma
Remember your first love?: yep
Still love him/her?: yep
Read the newspaper?: yeah
Have any gay or lesbian friends?: yep
Believe in miracles?: yeah
Believe it's possible to remain faithful forever?: yep
Consider yourself tolerant of others?: depends on who
Consider love a mistake?: no
Like the taste of alcohol?: i don't know, never tried it
Have a favorite candy?: starburst
Believe in astrology?: yeah
Believe in magic?: david blaine is the devil lol
Believe in god?: meh
Have any pets: yeah
Go to or plan to go to college: yeah
Have any piercings?: yeah
Have any tattoos?: not yet
Hate yourself: i can
Have an obsession?: yep
Have a secret crush?: not really secrets
Do they know yet?: i don't think so
Have a best friend?: yes
Wish on stars?: no
Care about looks?: on myself

=Love life=

First crush: timmy dunnel
First kiss: peter volis
Single or attached?: single
Ever been in love?: yeah
Do you believe in love at first sight?: just a strong connection
Do you believe in "the one?": yes
Describe your ideal significant other: oh gosh, that could take forever..

=Juicy stuff=

Have you ever played a game that required removal of clothing?: no :\
Have you ever been intoxicated?: no
Favorite place to be kissed?: neck/ears
Have you ever been caught "doing something?": not yet
Are you a tease?: i've been told i am
Shy to make the first move?: yeah

=Word association=

Rubber: ducky
Rock: n' roll
Green: my shirt
Wet: haha
Cry: baby
Peanut: butter
Hay: horse
Cold: ice
Steamy: sauna
Fast: car
Freaky: deaky dutch
Rain: wet
Bite: playful
fuck: you
Blow: a bubble :P

--APPEARANCE:--
Hair: brown
Eyes: hazel
Height: 5'2"

--LAST THING YOU:--
Bought: erm.. my belt and braclets
Ate & Drank: cool ranch doritos, water
Read: subtitles in black hawk down
Watched on tv: black hawk down

--EITHER / OR:--
club or houseparty: houseparty
beer or cider: neither
drinks or shots: drinks
cats or dogs: dogs
single or taken: depends
pen or pencil: pen
gloves or mittens: gloves
food or candy: food
cassette or cd: cd
coke or pepsi: neither
this or that: that

--WHO DO YOU WANT TO:--
kill: meh, maybe only 2-3 people? lol
get really wasted with: my guys
look like: britney spears
be like: annie, shes so tough
avoid: matt

--LAST PERSON YOU--
talked to: my mum
hugged: omg.. i couldn't tell ya..
instant messaged: jenn?
kissed: jon?

--WHERE DO YOU--
eat: where ever
cry: my room, never around anyone
wish you were: california

--HAVE YOU EVER...--
Dated one of your best friends? yeah
Loved somebody so much it makes you cry? yeah
Drank alcohol? no
Done drugs? no
Broken the law? yeah
Run away from home? no
Broken a bone? no
Played Truth Or Dare? yep
Kissed someone you didn't know? yeah
Been in a fight? yeah
Come close to dying? i had phnemonia soon after i was born, and i was really sick

--WHAT IS:--
The most embarrassing CD in your collection?: avril lavigne
Your bedroom like?: messy
Your favorite thing for breakfast? nothing
Your favorite restaurant?: something italian

--RANDOM QUESTIONS--

What's on your bedside table?: i don't have one
What do you eat when you raid the fridge late at night?: i don't
What is your secret guaranteed weeping movie?: pearl harbor
If you could have plastic surgery, what would you have done?: lipo on my thighs and alittle on my tummy
What is your biggest fear?: dying, drowning, michael myers
What feature are you most insecure about?: my legs
Do you ever have to beg?: sometimes
Are you a pyromaniac?: sometimes
Do you have too many love interests?: good god, i did.. lol
Crushes? blah
Do you know anyone famous?: nope
Describe your bed: a mess lol
Spontaneous or plain?: spontaneous
Do you know how to play poker?: yeah
What do you carry with you at all times?: usually my cell
How do you drive?: i don't
What do you miss most about being little?: that everything was so easy
Are you happy with your given name?: no! i hate it!
How much money would it take to get you to give up the Internet for one year?: enough money for me to do stuff everyday
What color is your bedroom?: white with blue (nasty!)
What was the last song you were listening to?: i dont know
Do you talk a lot?: yes
Do you like yourself and believe in yourself?: meh
Do you think you're cute?: sometimes
Do poor, homeless, or starving people sometimes annoy you? no
Do you consider yourself to be a nice person?: yeah, sometimes too nice, i let people walk all over me
Do you spend more time with your girlfriend, boyfriend, or your friends?: friends seeing how there is no boyfriend or girlfriend
What is the first thing you think when you see two gay guys or lesbians holding hands?: good for them!

cutecarebear37 @ 2003-11-06T21:34:00

2003-11-07T02:48:47Z

{1.} What is the first person you ever slept with's middle name? - Michael

{2.} What kind of underwear are you wearing and what color? - its striped black and red

{3.) What is the song you want played at your Funeral? - "Grave Digger" Dave Matthews Band, "Perfect"-Simple Plan, "Breathe"-Faith Hill

{4.} What is the phone number of your sluttiest friend? - i don't know the number :P

{5.} What Would Your Last Meal be before getting executed? - something italian :)

{6.} Beatles or Stones? - 'Stones.

{7.} If you had to pick one person on earth who should die, who would it be? - meh. i won't mention names

{8.} The person whose problems you would never want to hear? - everyone! jesus.

{9.} What is the thing most important to you (as far as physical) about the preferred sex? - I like any piercings, tats, hair, hands, arms, and nice smile.

{10.} DO You secretly hate some of your friends but are too nice to reject them? - maybe not 'hate' them, but i do dislike people but won't reject them.

{11.} If you could have any super power what would it be? - Reading minds or flying.

{12.} FAVORITE hangover cure?- I don't get hangovers

{13.} How many drinks does it take to get you drunk? - I don't drink.

{14.} FAVORITE Outkast Lyric? - ??

{15.} HAIR COLOR - red

{16.} If you had to be blind or deaf? - deaf because i would want to see, and i also know sign language

{17.} DO YOU have any psychiatric problems? - Yes, indeed I do.

{18.} SIBLINGS that should go to rehab? no

{19.} Least FAVORITE MONTH? - may?

{20.} FAVORITE hateful thing to do to someone? - I have no idea.

{21.} First movie you can remember seeing as a kid? - fraggle rock!!!

{22.} FAVORITE person in the whole world? - ???

{23.} When's the last time you went on a date? - hmmm.. a while back.. maybe 2 months ago?

{24.} DO YOU LIKE violent movies or dirty movies? - Yes.

{25.} FALL OR SPRING? - fall

{26.} Person you most wish you hadn't made out with? - hmmm.. a few, kellin.. a few more.

{27.} If you are straight, what person of the same sex would you do it with? - I'm not straight.

{28.} Where do you want to live when you are old and brittle? - A house with my husband and a little puppy

{29.} WHO is the person you can count on most? - jenn and my parents

{30.} If you could date any celebrity past or present, time and age not a factor? - zac hanson, orlando bloom

{31.} WHAT BOOKS have you pretended you've read? - a couple for english class

{32.} WHAT'S a word you would use to describe your life? - crazy

{33.} FAVORITE drinking GAME? - No more drinking questions!

{34.} WHAT DID YOU DREAM LAST NIGHT? - i dont remember

{35.} FAVORITE vices? - sex, sleep, food...

{36.} What is the last thing you'd ever tell someone? - thats too much to write in here! :P

cutecarebear37 @ 2003-11-04T16:19:00

2003-11-04T21:37:48Z

hey doods. whats up? i should be doing hwk right now but i reallllly don't want to :P got some related, some history, i'm not doing my math. oh well. don't understand it! stupid stuff we don't need to know for life. i hate that, they teach us all this stuff that we'll NEVER need in life. freaken postulates? ookay and i'm gonna use that in marketing WHEN? lol whatever. today was pretty good. before homeroom on the 3rd floor me and chad played rock paper sissors but we put a twist. if you lose, you get smacked in the face. well i wouldn't let them smack my face so i had them smack my ass. lmao. i swear i have a hand mark on my ass right now. lol. i got chad some good times though :P then a teacher came over and told us to 'cut the shit' lol got my grades today for 1st quarter.
Related: 90%
Shop: 95%
History: 96%
Biology: 90%
English: 86%
Geometry: 84%
i dunno gym yet but i'm sure its not bad. i have NO clue how i got a 90% in related. (for those non-vokies, related is the class related to your shop) i had like, horrible grades on the tests. whatever. i'm not complaining!! lol. okay, i g2g now.. i have more to write but i will later. ttyl! muAh!!!

cutecarebear37 @ 2003-11-03T18:03:00

2003-11-03T23:05:29Z

I'm terza rima, and I talk and smile.
Where others lock their rhymes and thoughts away
I let mine out, and chatter all the while.

I'm rarely on my own - a wasted day
Is any day that's spent without a friend,
With nothing much to do or hear or say.

I like to be with people, and depend
On company for being entertained;
Which seems a good solution, in the end.

What Poetry Form Are You?

ta da! i gotta pee

2003-11-03T20:19:05Z

What does your name mean? lovable
How old are you? 15
How old are you mentally (as in are you mature?)? it depends.. i can act very mature and very immature i'd say maybe.. 17?
Describe yourself in 5 words: Dorky, Outgoing, Emotional, Small, Fun
What are your worst qualities? I have really bad mood swings
What are your best qualities? I dont know, you tell me
How long does it take you get get ready in the morning? usually like, 15-20 minutes

~SLEEP~
Do you dream at night? usually
Do you remember your dreams? sometimes
Describe one: i can't think of one off the top of my head
What time do you go to bed usually? 10-11ish
What time do you wake up normally? 6:15am
What time do you wake on weekends? depends on what i'm working
Do you find waking late nice or annoying? awesome
do you sleep with one pillow or two? 1

~FRIENDS~
Do you have heaps of friends? I guess
Do you have a best friend? Yeah
Do you have more guy friends or more girl friends? Guy
Do you ever get annoyed at any friend? Yeah
Have you ever lied to a friend? Yeah
Have you ever stolen a friends boyfriend/girlfriend? i don't think so..

~FAMILY~
Do you like your parents? Sometimes
Ever run away from home? Nope
Ever thought about it? Yep
Do you have any siblings? Yeah
If so, do you like or get annoyed with them? it depends
How old are they? 12
Do you feel your parents spoil you? sometimes
Do you not get along with any of your family? there are a few i really truly hate
Do you have big family get togethers ever? yeah

~RELATIONSHIPS~
Do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend? no
If so, are you in love with them? -
Do they love you? -
How long have you been together? -
Most romantic thing theyve ever done for you? -
Do you have a crush? Yep
If so, are you in love? No
Do they know you like them? No
Is it serious or playful? i dunno
How long have you liked them? umm a couple of months
Ever done something stupid to impress them? no
Have you ever experienced unrequited love? ...
Do u find it romantic or hurtful? meh
Even know what it is? nope

~Sex~
Ever had sex? Yes
believe that a person shouldnt have sex before marriage? people can do what they think is right for them
Believe in casual sex? Eh. Do what you want, i don't do it though
When do you plan/when did you lose your virginity? April 14, 2003
Did you regret it? i have my moments, but no. don't regret things, just learn from your mistakes in life.

~Morals~
Have you ever been drunk? no
taken drugs? no
stolen? No
shoplifted? No
tried to commit suicide? yes
Lied to a boyfriend or girlfriend? innocent lies, yes
gotten into a fight? Yes
are you more innocent or guilty? Innocent
Would you date a drug addict? no
Have you ever had to look after someone who was a drug addict? No
Are you racist? No
Are you discriminatory to anyone? No
Have you been a hypocrite in the past? I dont know
Do you have an open or closed mind to other peoples beliefs and feelings? I'm open minded

~Media~
Do you watch tons of tv? No
How many times have you been to the movies in the past 6 months? i'd say maybe.. 3-4 times
Do you listen to the radio often? when i'm in the car
Do you read the newspaper? yeah
Do you read magazines? yeah
Are you a couch potato? yes
Do you use the internet too much? yesss

~Music~
Whats your fave style of music? rock
Do you play an instrument? yeah
Do you sing? Nope
Whats your fave band? allister
Why? cause they just rock
Have you met them before? yep, i met tim and scottie (have a pic with scottie [my icon])
Name 3 cds that youve bought in that last year: how about 3 i want: allister, trapt & white stripes
Why did you buy them? ---

~perosnality~
Are you funny or serious? Both
Creative or not? Not
Are you outgoing or shy? Both
Are you lazy or active? lazy.. i need to change that
Have you ever been hyperactive? Yea
Are you a naturally hyperactive person? Yea

~Looks~
Are you happy with the way you look? Sometimes
What would you change? my legs and tummy
Do you wear makeup regularly? Eye liner
Do you have a large wardrobe? Not at all

~Money~
Do you have a job? Yea
Do you like it? no no no no no
Are you a saver or a spender? Spender
Do you work hard or slack off? Work hard
Have you ever been fired? Nope
In trouble at work? Nope
Made a major mistake? yeah
Ever had money stolen from you? Nope
Are you always broke? not always

~embarassing moments~
Your all time most embarassing moment? oh jeez, who knows
Ever snorted drink out your nose? no
Ever giggled like an idiot? YEAH
Ever embarassed yourself and pretedned nothing happened? Yep
Ever tripped in front of someone you liked? Yeah
Ever said soemthing really stupid? All the time
Ever snorted while laughing? yeah all the time
Ever fallen off a bed? no
Ever sleepwalked? Nope
Ever sleeptalked? Yep

~Thoughts~
Ever had funny thoughts and laughed and no one understood you? Yes
What do you think about most of the time? i dunno, all kinds of stuff
Does your mind go blank a lot? I wouldnt say alot
What is the mood of your thoughts, generally? my thoughts, usually sad or depressing but thats not how i am
What did you think of this survey? meh

another survey

2003-11-02T00:10:54Z

Spell your first name backwards] adnama
x. [Where do you live?] massachusetts
x. [4 words that sum you up] dork, fun, outgoing, dork

[ Describe your ]
x. [Wallet] black leather with a nautical star (red and black)
x. [Hairbrush] blue
x. [Toothbrush] motorized. ha!
x. [Jewelry worn daily] my necklace
x. [Blanket] black and white
x. [Facewash] i dunno, some shit
x. [Coffee cup] nah
x. [Sunglasses] brown.. lol
x. [Underwear] my dog chewed like 3 pairs..
x. [Shoes] my pink and black vans
x. [Favorite shirt] my elmo shirt
x. [Favorite pants] my light colored jeans
x. [CD in stereo right now] a mix cd
x. [Tattoos] none, yet
x. [Piercings] 2 in my belly button (top and bottom) industrial, 2 in each ear and cartilage
x. [What you are wearing now:] work clothes (just got home)
x. [Hair] brown
x. [Do you like candles] yeah
x. [Do you believe in love] sure
x. [Do you believe in soul mates] maybe
x. [Do you believe in love at first sight] not really
x. [What do you want done with your body when you die] i wanna be frozen lol
x. [What are you gonna do when you’re older?] go to school, get a good job, be successful, have a family
x.[How many songs do you have on your computer?] no clue
x. [What band are you listening to now?] 3 days grace
x. [Look out your window...tell me what you see] my pool
x. [If you could have any animal for a pet?] a monkey, you know those little ones.. or a panda :D
x. [What is the longest you've ever stayed up?] like 30 hrs?

[ When was the last time you ... ]
x. [Smiled?] about 52 minutes ago lol
x. [Laughed?] about 60 minutes ago
x. [Cried?] thursday night
x. [Bought] couldn't tell ya..
x. [Danced?] this morning in my room
x. [Were sarcastic?] all the time
x. [Had a nightmare?] last night
x. [Last book you read] a seperate peace
x. [Last movie you saw] the breakfast club
x. [Last thing you had to drink?] oh jeez.. no clue
x. [Last thing you had to eat] nasty almond joy

[ Body ]
x. [What do you most like about your body?] my feet?
x. [And least?] legs
x. [How many fillings do you have?] two
x. [Do you think you're good looking?] pfft
x. [Do other people often tell you that you're good-looking?] i've had a couple
x. [Do you look like any celebrities?] a few said julia roberts.. pfft, whatever.

[ Fashion ]
x. [Do you wear a watch?] sometimes
x. [How many coats and jackets do you own?] 2?
x. [Favorite pants/skirt colour?] jeans
x. [Most expensive item of clothing?] ha! like, my shoes lol
x. [Describe your style in one word] whatever

[ Your Friends ]
x. [do your friends ‘know’ you?] some
x. [Are there traits in you that are universally liked?] sure
x. [How many people do you tell everything to?] 2?

[ Music/TV/Books ]
x. [Favourite band ever?] Nirvana
x. [Most listened to bands?] all kinds of shit
x. [Do you find any musicians good-looking?] hell yeah
x. [Type of music most listened to?] punk, rock, grunge
x. [Type never listened to?] most rap
x. [Favourite book?] "the child called 'it'"

[ General Questions ]
x. [What do you prefer, a sunny or rainy day?] sunny
x. [Do you consider yourself lucky?] not at all
x. [Do you feel pity for people who commit suicide?] sometimes
x. [Choose one word to describe how you feel most often] dorky
x. [Do you own any plaid clothing?] yeah
x. [Is there more than one zipper in your pants?] in 1 pair, yes.
x. [Do you own braces?] no
x. [Does your hairstyle exceed a height of 3 inches?] it can :)
x. [Would you classify your hair as a deadly weapon?] sure if i put enough spiker in it :)
x. [Do you have a favorite brand of hair dye?] ....
x. [Do you own a bandana?] yeah
x. [Are you amused by safety pins] sometimes
x. [Have you ever used duct tape as a sewing substitute?] no but you know what, i wanna make my prom dress outta duct tape.. that looks so cool.

[Habits/beliefs ]
x. [Are you disgruntled (having a general hate for everything)?] nah
x. [Are you an anarchist?] yeah... i guess so
x. [Do you smoke cigarettes?] no
x. [Are you vegan/vegetarian?] no
x. [Do you think meat is murder?] no
x. [Have you ever slept in an alley or park?] lol no
x. [Do you wash your hair less than once a week?] no lol
x. [Have you ever gone a week without a shower?] no

x. [Age] 15
x. [Birthday] 2.8.88
x. [Sign] aquarius
x. [Location] massachusetts
x. [Status] single
x. [Crush] yeah
x. [Natural hair colour] brown
x. [Current hair colour] still brown
x. [Eye colour] hazel
x. [Height] 5.2
x. [Shoe size] 7
x. [Parents] lisa and chuck
x. [Siblings] my sister 12
x. [Live with] my parents

[favourites]
x. [Number] 3
x. [Color] green and pink
x. [Day] friday
x. [Month] february
x. [Song] too many
x. [Movie] the life of david gale
x. [Food] italian
x. [Season] fall/winter
x. [Class] shop?
x. [Teacher(s)] mr. dick
x. [Drink] water
x. [Veggie] corn
x. [TV Show] oh so many..
x. [Radio] WAAF
x. [Store] khols
x. [Word] damnit lol
x. [Animal] panda
x. [Flower] roses and daisies and lilacs :)

[this or that]
x. [Me/You] You
x. [Coke/Pepsi] neither
x. [Day/night] night
x. [CD/cassette] Live
x. [DVD/VHS] dvd
x. [Jeans/khakis] jeans
x. [Car/truck] car
x. [Tall/short] short
x. [NSYNC/BSB] hanson

cutecarebear37 @ 2003-11-01T10:39:00

2003-11-01T15:40:00Z

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mttaer in waht oredr the ltteers in a wrod are, the olny ipormetnt tihng
is taht frist and lsat ltteer is at the rghit pclae. The rset can be a
toatl mses and you can sitll raed it wouthit porbelm. Tihs is
bcuseae we do not raed ervey lteter by it slef but the wrod as a wlohe."

I tihnk tahts fnuny!!!

**Stolen from Jenn's ex**

cutecarebear37 @ 2003-11-01T09:05:00

2003-11-01T14:17:57Z

#1 What time do you wake up in the morning? weekdays: 6:15 weekends: it depends on when i'm working
#2 If you could eat lunch with one famous person, who would it be? Zac Hanson :)
#3 Gold or silver? Silver
#4 What was the last film you saw at the cinema? "The Matrix: Reloaded" LMAO!
#5 Favorite TV show? ER, 3rd Watch, Trama in the ER, Forensic Files, Will and Grace, The Osbournes
#6 What do you have for breakfast? nothing
#7 What would you hate to be left in a room with? MICHAEL MYERS!!
#8 Can you touch your nose with your tongue? yes
#9 What inspires you? people i look up to, i want to be like them
#10 What is your middle name? elise
#11 Beach, city or country? city
#12 Summer or Winter? winter
#13 Favorite ice cream? surbert, i'm lactose intolerant
#14 Favorite time of day? night
#15 Favorite car? whatever
#16 Favorite sandwich filling? peanut butter
#17 What characteristics do you despise? people who lie, people who take advantage of others, people who think they are the shit
#18 Favorite flower? rose or lilacs
#19 If you had a big win in the lottery, how long would you wait to tell people? I'd tell asap, I couldn't keep my mouth shut
#20 Fizzy or still water as a drink? still water
#21 What color is your bathroom? it will be black and white
#22 How many keys on your key ring? 2 lol
#23 Where would you retire to? california
#24 Can you juggle? no
#25 Favorite day of the week? fridays
#26 Red or white wine? don't drink
#27 What did you do for your last birthday? a little party at my place
#28 Do you carry a donor card? sure do

cutecarebear37 @ 2003-10-30T20:23:00

2003-10-31T01:23:28Z

hey, whats up? been a bit better.. had a good day in school :) it was fun. only ashley wasn't there! made me sad.. :( but it sucks now too because they aren't letting us dress up tomorrow for halloween. and that SUCKS because i bought a costume and everything. omg like, 20 minutes ago my dad came in with the michael myers mask on!!! omg i was SOOO scared you don't even know!!!!! he was walking around with it and i saw him so i screamed and ran and put a blanket over my face so i couldn't see, then i hear the door so i know he's inside (everyone else was already inside) so i started screaming 'dad don't! please please please don't dad! i'm scared! don't!' and i didn't hear anything so i thought he was gone and i look up and he was standing right there! omg i screamed bloody murder. i started to cry and he went away. my sister was rubbing my back, and she said he was gone. i dunno how i'm gonna do this tomorrow...

this is gonna be looong!!

2003-10-26T15:07:05Z

hey ya'll.. yeah, its been a long time since i've updated.. yeah, it has. uhh, last night was salem. oh what a trip.. first, lemme start off with the beginning of my day. i wake up, go to work for 10 see navy and jenn, oh and nick. got out at 2, gave jenn a ride home and went home. my mums all pissy for some reason and i get the blunt of it. so my dad comes home and he blames me for everything and starts saying that if i piss my mum off all night and blah blah so i flipped and said fuck you and went upstairs. i wasn't going to go anymore. i got really pist off because i had nothing to do with my mum being mad. i said NOTHING yet I get the blame for it. so i was pist and i didnt wanna go anymore because i wasn't getting bitched at the whole night. so then my mum starts flipping at me: 'your going! get ready!' blah blah whatever. so i start getting ready. jon was sappose to come with me but i cant find him to tell him that we're leaving earlier than planned, so i take jenn. we had so much fun on the ride up there lol we're such nuts. anyway, we planned on eatting at the hometown buffet and when we get there, ITS GONE!!! :*( so we waited to go to salem and we ate there. at ummm Brothers i think? it was really good and cool how they worked it. me and jenn had french toast :) it was good :) then we went off to the haunted houses... :\ okay so we go to this haunted house called 'Terror on the Wharf' i think? anyway.. this was the 1st haunted house i went in when i went to salem for the 1st time when i was 10. i was sooo scared. omg i was screaminnnng! lol OH! haha then they had us stop and wait, and my mum was looking back at me and jenn and this masked guy comes up to my mum and he was like right in my mums face so when she turned around the guy scared her. LMAO!! it was so funny!!!! the guy was even laughing it was sooo funny! he had to leave! that was so funny. so then we got out and i ran cause i was freaked out. so we went to the haunted boat next. it was called 'Ghost Ship'. that one had a WICKED long line, but i think it was worth the wait. it wasn't so much scary as was funny. lol. as we were waiting in line, you'd see these two masked people come out and they'd start dancing!! lmao they were so funny!! then they would run away when people were coming. lol. so we get up there, the sailor that let u in was reallly cute and he'd put the smoke machine on before u went in so it was hard to see and these things were popping out everywhere.. lol. so then jenn was in the back and my dad was in the front (we had to go single file) so jenn had these ghoul following her up the stairs!! lmao! grabbing her ankle lol. so we get to the top and then theres this guy laying in the doorway and i think u can get out another way.. well, you can't. so my dad went through, then he pulled my mum and the guy grabbed my mums ankle! lmao! he jumps up and runs after my mum so me and jenn RAN and i ran right into the guy! lmao i pushed him out of the way!! lol it was so funny! i just kept pushing the guy lmao. oh it was funny. so then we walked down to like the 'downtown area' and theres all these little shops and stuff and we were walking around and i told jenn to warn me if she saw a micheal myers. so she goes, manda, he's coming.. i freaked. i saw him and i FLIPPED. i ran behind my dad and hes like 'get away from me' (asshole) so i ran to jenn and shes too small to hide behind so i ran to sue and then finally to bob and i dug my head into his arm and just cried in his arm and i could hear everyone laughing and it wasn't freaken funny. so then theres some random guy behind me rubbing my back going 'there there' 'there there' im like SHUT UP! and i knew michael was right infront of me because everyones like look up! look up! and i wouldnt so i finally did and he was right there, so i ran and luckily he walked away. i was so pist off the rest of the night. they do it to me EVERY YEAR and they think its fucking funny. its NOT. whatever. anyway. we started to walk away back to like the avenue where they had all the haunted houses and we realize that we've lost my sister courtney and her best friend kayla. so they all start running back to find them and we had a group of 18 so we all split up. like, literally 2 minutes later my father found them. blah blah. whatever. they were fine. we went back to the haunted houses that we usually go to. i was aggravated as hell because all night my father was bitching at me. errr i hate him. i really do. but the kids and a couple adults went into 1 more haunted house and me and jenn went around to shops, got some food and waited. we left, me and jenn in my parents car. court, kayla and jamie in sue and bobs car. celeste and chris with boomy and hadley and hadley's friend. and mona and tom with ryan and lauren. we drive back, me and jenn fall asleep. some where in there navy called but i didn't hear it because my phone was on silent (sorry hun! i meant to call u before we left but i was fighting with my parents lol) got home and went to bed lol. woke up around 8ish and now im here :) working 2-6 today. then we might be going up to JP and Cindy's house to see Sophia (there new baby!!!) so excited and we're going to my mems soon. this week, shop week :D and friday is halloween! oh and thursday in dracut they're doing their trick or treating so i'll have to go with jon and joey and jenn to go get some candy since i'll be haunting my yard on halloween with my family. i'm EXCITED :) ttyl!! muAh!

BORED! meep..

2003-10-23T00:28:23Z

10 bands/artists you've seen live:

10.allister
9. homegrown
8. the starting line
7. bayside
6. the amber fashion
5. something corprate
4. mest
3. good charlotte
2. simple plan
1. gob

9 things you're looking forward to

9. the end of sophomore year
8. halloween
7. the end of class week
6. going to bed
5. talking to shannon/jon
4. getting the matrix reloaded dvd
3. getting my halloween costume :)
2. going to salem saturday
1. my belly button to be healed

8 things that you wear daily:

8. my piercing jewelry (2 in belly button, industrial, earrings)
7. bra
6. jeans
5. usually a hoodie
4. my glasses
3. socks
2. underwear
1. perfume

7 things that annoy you:

7. dumb people
6. homework
5. losing things
4. not being able to sleep more
3. lying
2. waking up wicked late and having to rush to get to the bus
1. immature people

6 things you touch every day:

6. cell phone
5. my keys
4. toilet paper
3. the keyboard
2. my hair
1. my toothbrush

5 things you do every morning:
5. brush my teeth
4. do my hair
3. put on some make up
2. go back to sleep if i have enough time
1. get all my stuff together and go to the bus

4 people you'd like to spend more time with:
4. jenn
3. jon
2. greg
1. ashley

3 movies you could watch over and over:
3. the matrix
2. breakfast club
1. the nightmare before christmas

2 of your favorite songs at the moment:
2. the white strips 'the hardest button to button'
1. maroon 5 'harder to breathe'

1 person you could spend the rest of your life with:
1. i couldnt tell now, i have no clue..

BOO!

2003-10-20T22:12:29Z

hey doods. whats up? im mega bored. im sappose to be at some advisory dinner right now, but i didn't feel like going. i took a shower and got into sweats and i wasn't changing lol. im soo comfortable right now. anyway, been quite some time since ive written in here. umm.. friday my grandma came into my shop and took me out and took me to lunch in the school resturant (the artisan) i had a turkey sandwich.. lol. that night my parents my sister and myself all went to the halloween outlet, found an awesome fairy costume but didnt get it. :( it was $50 and i wouldnt wear it to school, so it was pointless but it was sooooo cute! and it looked awesome on me. then we went up to agony, got my belly button pierced again. this time on the bottom. jake wasn't there though :( i wanted to see him so badly... mike pierced it instead. oh well, i'll go back in a couple of months for my ear. (tragus) it didn't hurt that much.. alittle more than the top. it pinched more. but that was it. piercings are so addicting!! lol still want my labret!! i want that the most. oh yeah, me and jon are together now. since 10-16-03. 'It Has Been Assumed' lmao. umm.. what else. i worked 2-6 saturday AND sunday. but they started scheduling me and jenn the same hours which are awesome. then we can sleep over eachothers houses more and never forget our hours lol. class week SUCKS sooo badly. but i actually see jon more this week than X. so its cool. i got my test scores back today from most of my tests from friday.. did good on all of them :) very exciting. what sucks is in geometry i have like a 79.666 average. i'm like wtf!!! lol she better give me the 80 biatch. geometry is effing hard man! okay, maybe not THAT hard, but i hate it. so yeah :P my average in the other classes should be good. all my test scores are high so i think im good. saturday im going to SALEM!!! ahhh im so excited. i wanna get scared soo badly :) im trying to get jenn AND jon to come. we'll see what happens. i heart the white stripes. oh oh and dunkachinos!! awesome little things. everyone has to come to my house on halloween. it will be haunted and its gonna rock! see ya then! muAh!

cutecarebear37 @ 2003-10-16T15:44:00

2003-10-16T19:46:35Z

Enneagram Test Results

Type 1	Perfectionism	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	58%
Type 2	Helpfulness	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	58%
Type 3	Ambition	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	58%
Type 4	Sensitivity	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	46%
Type 5	Detachment	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	34%
Type 6	Anxiety	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	46%
Type 7	Adventurousness	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	62%
Type 8	Hostility	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	46%
Type 9	Calmness	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	66%

Your Conscious-Surface type is 9w1
Your Unconscious-Overall type is 1w9

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Mest, Something Corprate and Good Charlotte

2003-10-13T14:43:25Z

hey guys! whats up?? dood! good charlotte was awesome. joel is so freaken hot! ahhh! okay, well we got there about 5:30 and the doors opened at 6. they line was sooo freaken long it wasn't even funny! it was down to the burery (sp?) so i find chris driscil (sp?) and he said he knows where catherine and kelly are, so he takes me to them and we get in line with them. it was me cat kelly danny jenn and i think his name was joe? i dunno whatever. so we slowly make our way in. my mum had to go all the way back to the car because we couldnt have umbrellas in there. so i call her and tell her were going in and we'll find her later. my sister was freaking out because she didn't want to be on the floor (which we were) because she thinks its gonna get wicked bad and blah blah. so she finds my mum and stays with her. me catherine and kelly sneak our way up through mest's performace and by something corprate we were in the second row. but we got wicked wicked squished and i couldnt see so i just said fuck it i'm outta here. but before that, we had this guy who was pushing through everyone and was saying he was secrity. well, he wasn't, he just wanted to get up to his daughters to try and make them leave but they wouldn't.. and this guy was squishing everyone. he had to be like 45, so kelly started freaking because she couldnt breathe she was so stuck and this guy behind us hit the guy and told him to get the fuck outta there and that he made her cry. we were all yelling at him as he left. oooh! and i met this kid nate aka sweeny lol he was so funny and so adorable! me and cat were trying to pick him up and throw him to the front. he had to be like, 13-14 but he was so freaken adorable!! when we left we lost him and then at the end of the show catherine came running up to me and was like manda!! come here! so she grabbed me and shes like look! its SWEENY! lol so i started screaming SWEENY!!! how are ya! lol we talked for a couple of minutes and he told me how he was all the way up to the front and the people behind him actually picked him up and got him out when he didn't want to. i was like aww that sucks dood! :P but anyway, for GC i was upstairs most of the time, me and catherine went down on the floor for a bit to see if we could see, and of course i couldn't see because i'm so damn short, so we went back up. i found my mum and stayed with her because her seats were really good. we were on the side of the stage so what we did was walk down the isle, and since there were no seats we just stood there until the guards kicked us out, just so we could see them close. and we did. omg you wouldn't believe how many people had my haircut (well nicoles haircut) i really wish i had a guy there with me, just because i think i would feel more safe, but there weren't anyone. :( ahhh joel is so freaken hot!!! ;) ttyl babes! muAh!

cutecarebear37 @ 2003-10-12T09:02:00

2003-10-12T13:12:17Z

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Lights on or off?:	off
Love filled or Lust filled- or both?:	love
Bed- Yes, no, or sometimes?:	sometimes
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How many online journals do you have?:	two
Would you bzoink on the first date?:	noo
Was Sheena a punk rocker?:	oh hell yeah!
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Are you a virgin?:	no
Do you want to be?:	sometimes
You want in my pants, don't you?:	no sorry
How about Andy, the guy who runs this place? Want in his pants?:	nope
Would you put a pink plastic flamingo on your yard?:	yeah!
Do you really want to hurt me?:	YES! muahahah
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okay one more.... :P

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Three things that scare me:
1:	michael myers
2:	drowning
3:	death
Three people who make me laugh:
1:	jenn
2:	jon
3:	dan
Three Things I love:
1:	my family
2:	my friends
3:	music
Three Things I hate:
1:	my enemies
2:	racism
3:	rape
Three things I don't understand:
1:	geometry, okay you KNOW we'll NEVER use it.
2:	war
3:	politics
Three things on my desk:
1:	a skull ;)
2:	a mouse
3:	a witch (its halloween retards)
Three things I'm doing right now:
1:	typing
2:	listening to the tv/rain
3:	rubbing my eyes
Three things I want to do before I die:
1:	be successful
2:	have kids and a husband
3:	publish a book/magazine
Three things I can do:
1:	a backflip on the trampoline!
2:	write my feelings
3:	talk ;)
Three ways to describe my personality:
1:	loud
2:	crazy
3:	outgoing
Three things I can't do:
1:	a back hand spring alone :(
2:	be mean to people
3:	keep grudges even if i wanted to

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Cowboy UP!

2003-10-12T12:49:49Z

okay, so now i can talk, well.. type. whatever. my mum hates when i type and since shes vaccuming the house, i'm typing now :) okay, well, what else did i miss.. im sorry if i repeat myself because im not sure what i wrote last night. ummm.. talent show, i know i wrote about that, uhh.. yesturday i worked 9-1 so my next paycheck is gonna rock! about $95 after taxes. YAY! i haven't had money in soo long like that. with it, i'm going to get my belly button pierced. well, mine already is, but i'm getting the bottom pierced. possibly getting my nose redone also. Jake (my piercer) said that if it ever fell out (okay it didn't fall out) but i still had the stud (which i do) i could get it redone for cheap. so i hope i can :) that will be 10 piercings all together. and i still want my labret and tragus. but thats it. oh well no, because i want the 4 way piercing in my belly button so thats two more also. so yeah.. 14 all together? in the end? yeah, i guess thats it. i want a bunch of tattoos too. im not gonna write it out because im too lazy lol. im sappose to work 2-6 today, but like, i realllly dont wanna go to work because im going to see Good Charlotte tonight and the doors open at 6. So i'd have to have my mum pick me up at 6? nooo i wanna be there early. so im gonna be there early lol. i hope its not cut off like Avril was. (yeah yeah i saw avril! and what!) because then I won't be able to get up close to my Joel ;) ooh i love joel. ::drools:: okay. i'm fine now. now i need to talk about whats on my mind. you know what i realized. i do everything, to please someone else. it shouldn't be like that.. it really shouldn't. everything i do, im trying to make someone else happy, or someone else like me. well, screw! because why should i try and please everyone else and have myself not be happy? people SUCK. i should just make sure that i'm happy first, yeah it sounds selfish but think about it, if i don't do that.. i'll always be miserable. okay now, come on everyone, everyone together!!

LETS GO RED SOX!
HERE WE GO RED SOX!
COWBOY UP!!!

cutecarebear37 @ 2003-10-11T19:29:00

2003-10-11T23:31:21Z

hahaha! look at these! soo funny:

Twas the night to beat Yankees
And all through the nation
Not a single sole was thinkin
Of 85 years of damnation
Cuz this is the year
To end our bad luck
And even if it werent
The YANKEES STILL SUCK
On Damon, On Nixon, Manny & Nomah
On V-tek on Walker, Ortiz & Millar
Carry this team and end this damned curse
Dont blow the game or youll leave town in a hearse
To the TRUE fans of BOSTON
Get a beer and a cup
And say it together
COWBOY THE FUCK UP!!!
-from Paul

~and~

The Evil Empire was shaken when the Red Sox's took aim, left with ground outs and strick outs the same, the Red Sox's took game 1 but the Evil Empire Struck Back and took game 2 but that will be the last that the Empire gains for the force is with Nomar,Manny,Damon and the rest and we must remember what Yoda said "the Force is with you and always remember those damn YANKEES SUCK."
- from Mel

haha, i hate baseball

cutecarebear37 @ 2003-10-11T14:41:00

2003-10-11T18:51:24Z

hey guys, whats up? n2m here.. long time since ive actually written in here. nothing much is really going on... ummm.. monday, i cut off all my hair. yep, thats right, its super short and i <3 it. :P wednesday i went over joey's house after my meeting at school and we all hung around there (all being me, joey, jon, & chad) until about 6ish, then we walked down to DHS for there talent show. My cousins band On A Mission was playing. They won 1st place :D they were awesome. uhhh, friday i had a ton of tests, did pretty well i think. I got a 76 on my geometry test :( not too good. then i get home and i got a defishence (sp?) in english which is RETARDED because all my test scores are 86 and above. so my mum grounded me. it said it was because i didnt do my summer reading thing. well screw cause im awesome in that class. okay ill have to write in later.. muAh

BORED!!!

2003-10-07T21:06:20Z

About You
1.Name: amanda elise

2.Age: fifteen

3.Eyes: hazel

4.Hair: brown with red highlights

5.Height: five two

6.Weight: one hundred twenty five pounds

Friends
7.Best guy friend: jon

8.Best girl friend: jenn

9.Best friend overall: i dont know

10.Sweetest: amanda

11.Smartest: jenn

12.Nicest: chad

13.Funniest: dan

14.Can cheer you up the fastest: ashley or jenn or any of my guy friends

15.Most trusting: jenn

16.Outgoing: shamus

17.Shy: nicole

18.Best advice giver: jenn

19.Prettiest: i dunno

20.Share most inside jokes: all the guys

21.Known the longest: jenn

22.Most fights: probably me and jon lol

23.Had the most boyfriends/girlfriends: JON! or maybe me.. lol

24.Tells what they think: ashley, all my guys

25.Ugliest: none of them

26.Meanest: they can all be a bit mean sometimes

27.Craziest: chad

28.Most daring: shamus

Relationships
29.Longest relationship: six months

30.Shortest relationship: two days

31.Are you in a relationship now? no

32.Who? n/a

33.Do you like anyone? yes

34.Who? im not saying names.

35.Do you love anyone? not romantically

36.Who? n/a

37.Are you in love with anyone? no

38.Who? n/a

39.Have you ever kissed anyone? yes

40.Who was your first kiss? peter

41.Who all have you kissed? haha ummm.. peter, josh, jon, kellin, chris, roger, john, steve, matt d, matt r.. umm.. i think thats it

42.Have you ever kissed anyone with a boy/girlfriend? yes

43.Have you ever kissed anyone when you had a boy/girlfriend? i will admit, i have done it once and never will again.

Favorites
44.Color: green, pink and orange

45.Food: pasta, all kinds

46.Drink: water

47.Candy: nutrageous or starbursts

48.Car: blazer

49.Type of home: comfortable, not too big, not too small, maybe a small studio apartment

50.Store: pac sun

51.Movie: the matrix one & two

52.TV show: eight simple rules! *RIP* John Ritter ::cries::

53.Actor: shia labeouf (so adorable!)

54.Actress: julia roberts

55.Cartoon charter: invader zim and gir

56.Amusement park: six flags new england

57.Amusement park ride: starblaster

58.Shampoo: dove

59.Soap: dove

60.Holiday: halloween

61.Season: fall and winter

Choose One
62.Hot/cold: cold

63.Pants/shorts: pants

64.Cinderella/Belle: belle

65.Short/tall: short

66.Cat/dog: dog

67.American Eagle/Abercrombie: american eagle

68.Hurley/Atticus: atticus

69.Rock/Rap: rock

70.Blonde/Brunette: brunette

71.Computer/telephone: computer

72.Football/basketball: football!

73.Cheer/dance: dance

74.Science/social studies: science

75.Math/english: english

76.Mom/dad: don't make me choose!

77.Chocolate/vanilla: chocolate

78.Cookies/cake: cookies

79.Write/type: eather but typing is faster

80.Survey/quiz: survey

Just A Few Questions...
81.Do you have a job? If so, where?: yeah, market basket and i'm a cashier

82.Have you ever been in love?: i think so

83.Who are your 5 closest friends?: jenn, amanda, ashley, jon, and 'my guys' ;)

84.Do you like to cook?: no

85.Are you bored?: yeah, very

86.Any collections?: cds?

87.What is your room decorated in?: my clothes? lol

88.Best day ever: i dunno, im too young to think about that stuff.. just live it up..

89.Worst day ever: the day i was born. thats when this all began. <-- agreed!

90.Funniest moment: i have way too many.. umm.. when my dad held the bat behind me and i swung and fell and almost broke my foot.. oh it has to be the time my father scared me with the michael myers mask, it wasnt funny to ME but everyone else finds it a riot. ha. very funny dad. I STILL HAVE NIGHTMARES! (sad thing, that was just last year)

91.Saddest moment: 9/11/01

92.Do you like to sing? yes, very much, but not in front of people

93.Do you play any instruments? yes. i play the trumpet, a little tiny bit of the guitar, and the piano

94.What instrument do you want to play?: drums and more guitar

95.Who would you like to see right now? a couple people.. i will not name

96.Who do you need to talked to but you havent in a long time? i dunno..

97.Do you miss anyone right now? no, not really..

98.Who? n/a

cutecarebear37 @ 2003-10-05T21:37:00

2003-10-06T01:53:06Z

dood, im soo aggravated.. you don't even wanna hear about it, trust me. i worked 1-6, actually worked ALL 5 hours! haha everyone should be so proud of me ;) Umm.. me and navy, are just like, not going to happen.. i can tell, this girl sara totally beat me, and that sucks.. but ya know.. what can ya do. Even though I'm kinda getting a thing for Danny :\ I dunno, we'll have to see.. uhh, today was my cousin Matt's surprise party thrown by his awesome girlfriend Brandy. But sadly I couldn't go because I had to work 1-6. That sucked.. I really wanted to go. god damnit, i have sooo much hwk to do, but i know i won't do it.. im so horrible. yeah, i g2g.. ill write in later.. muAh!

cutecarebear37 @ 2003-10-05T09:27:00

2003-10-05T13:44:37Z

hey pimps and pimpettes. what is up? i'm pist dood. I have to work 1-6!! that sucks so badly. people, come and visit me, PLEASE! I'm gonna be sooo bored. Well, Jenn is working the same hours so she's like my motivation to stay lol I reallllly need the money. My last paycheck was $26! LOL! yeah yeah, laugh it up.. but I HATE working at Market Basket. If it was somewhere else I would actually want to go. But market basket just sucks. SUCKS okay, my rant is done on Market Basket.. My mum is making me finish my last year of CCD.. meh. I hate ccd too. Its so stupid! Plus they're going to make me do community service and go on some kind of religious retreat. yeah freak you! Catherine better be in my class or else I'm not going. I don't NEED to make my confermation.. i don't want to get married in a church anyway. whatever. so last night I was talking to Danny.. he's so adorable. The only thing that sucks is his age. Navy is gonna be pist when she reads this :P But I kinda like him.. but he'd have to mature a bit. Also, I decided not to cut off my hair.. I just can't do it, and I want to grow it back out to how I had it before... I want it long for my Sweet 16 party.. so I can't cut it anymore. Nicole is going to be upset, but oh well, cause I just can't go through with it. Cause I mean if it comes out bad, and I hate it, i'm going to be miserable the whole time till it grows back. So, I won't be doing that. Okay, i g2g... I'll write in later about work and whatnot.. see ya! muAh!

cutecarebear37 @ 2003-10-04T09:12:00

2003-10-04T13:36:30Z

Ten DVDs You Own
[1] Austin Powers 3
[2] Harry Potter 1
[3] Harry Potter 2
[4] Bring It On
[5] Lord of the Rings: The Fellowship of the Ring
[6] Lord of the Rings: The Two Towers
[7] We don't really buy too much on DVD we mostly rent..
[8] --
[9] --
[10] --

Ten CDs You Own
[1] Staind - 14 Shades Of Grey
[2] Evanescence - Fallen (I have many more but there all bad)
[3] Lets just say I have to go shopping for a lot of new cds:
[4] Yellowcard
[5] The Ataris
[6] The Starting Line
[7] Brand New
[8] Allister
[9] Bayside
[10] *secret love for* Britney Spears

Women - Five Men You'd Like To Screw
[1] Kenny from TSL
[2] Orlando Bloom
[3] Brandon Boyd
[4] Zac Hanson :P
[5] Joel Madden

Women- Five Women You Wish You Were
[1] Angelina Jolie
[2] Christina Ricci
[3] Kelly Osbourne
[4] Gwen Stefani
[5] Britney Spears ::looks down in shame::

Men - Five Women You'd Like To Screw
- -

Men - Five Men You Wish You Were
- -

Last 2 Movies You Have Seen In The Theaters
[1] The Matrix: Reloaded
[2] The Pirates of the Carribean but i went home sick

Two Recent Movies You Want To See
[1] Cabin Fever
[2] Thirteen

Three Movies You Need To Buy!
[1] American History X
[2] KIDS
[3] Donny Drako

Five Bands You Have Seen In Concert
[1] Allister
[2] The Starting Line
[3] Homegrown
[4] Bayside
[5] Senses Fail

Five Bands You Want To See Really Badly!
[1] Yellowcard
[2] Allister.. again
[3] The Starting Line.. again
[4] Brand New
[5] Staind

Name All of the Schools You Have Attended
[x] Washington (pre-k)
[x] Bailey Elementary (k-4)
[x] Daley Middle (5-8)
[x] GLTech (9-10)
(i'm only a sophomore)

Name All of the States You Have Been In
[x] New York
[x] Florida
[x] California
[x] Rhode Island
[x] New Hampshire
[x] Maine

Name All of the Countries You Have Been In
[x] Canada
[x] USA

Top 5 Places You'd Like To Live
[1] London, Eng.
[2] LA, California
[3] New York City, NY
[4] the northern part of California
[5] Maine

Top 3 Dream Jobs
[1] actress
[2] producer
[3] writer for a magazine

Five Stores You Could Spend A Million Dollars At
[1] Hot Topic
[2] PAC SUN
[3] FYI
[4] Aeropostale
[5] Spencer's

cutecarebear37 @ 2003-10-03T20:57:00

2003-10-04T01:21:33Z

yeah, i'm really bored.. so read..

I n f o r m a t i o n
name: amanda
single or taken: single
sex: female
birthday: 2.8.88
siblings: a sister
hair color: brown
eye color: hazel

r e l a t i o n s h i p s
who are your best friends?: Jenn and Amanda
do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend?: pfft

f a s h i o n | s t u f f
1. where is your favorite place to shop: hot topic, pac sun, target, wet seal
2. any tattoos or piercings: 9 piercings none tatts yet

s p e c i f i c s
1. do you do drugs?: no
2. what kind of shampoo do you use?: dove
3. what are you most scared of?: clowns, michael myers, drowning
4. what are you listening to right now?: the TV
5. who is the last person that called you?: i dunno.. some private name
6. where do you want to get married?: i dunno!
7. how many buddies are online right now?: 15
8. if you could change anything about yourself, what would it be?: my legs or my tummy

f a v o r i t e s
1. color: lime, pink and orange
2. pasta: lasana
3. boys names: Anthony, Madden
4. girls names: Logan, Gabrielle, Reese
5. subjects in school: Bookkeeping
6. animals: pandas
7. sports: watching football

h a v e | y o u | e v e r
1. given anyone a bath?: yes
2. smoked?: no
3. bungee jumped?: no
4. made yourself throw up?: no
5. skinny dipping?: no but i've wanted to
6: ever been in love?: maybe?
7. made yourself cry to get out of trouble?: sure
8. pictured your crush naked?: sure
9. actually seen your crush naked?: hmm depends hehe
10. cried when someone died?: are you stupid?
11. lied: i try not to.
12. fallen for your best friend?: yes and it didn't work.
13. been rejected?: duh
14. rejected someone?: yeah
15. used someone?: no
15. done something you regret?: no regrets.

f i n a l | q u e s t i o n s
1. do you like fillings these out?: sure
2. how many people are you sending this to?: its not an email
3. who will send it back?: -
4. least likely to send it back?: -
5. gold or silver?: silver
6. what was the last film you saw at the movies?: oh jeez, i have no idea
7. favorite cartoon?: invader zim
8. what did you have for breakfast this morning?: nothing
9. who would you hate to be locked in a room with?: michael myers!! omg! i would cry so hard! omg!
10. who would you love being locked in a room with?: there are a few people i'd like to be locked in a room with. ;)
11. could you live without your computer?: maybe..
12. would you color your hair?: i have, but i can't..
13. could you ever get off the computer?: of course...
14. habla espanol?: Si
15. how many people are on your buddy list?: 121
16. drink alcohol?: no
17. like watching sunrises or sunsets?: sunset, of course
18. what hurts the most, physical or emotional pain?: Emotional, physical goes away quicker.

c u r r e n t
clothes: jeans and a hurley hoodie
music: nothing now.
taste: water
make-up: just the eyeliner.
hair: down
annoyance: guys and my neck
smell: the fire

a r e | y o u
understanding: yes, very
open-minded: mostly
arrogant: no
insecure: a bit
interesting: probably not.
random: yes lol expecially when i'm tired
hungry: no
smart: alittle
moody: i can be
hard working: very
organized: yes'm
healthy: nah, still sick
shy: yeah, a bit when i'm around new people
difficult: sometimes
attractive: pfft
bored easily: not really
messy: sometimes
responsible: yeah
obessessed: probably
angry: maybe?
sad: sometimes
happy: usually
hyper: hahaha yeah
trusting: yes
talkative: omg yes
legal: not at all :(

d o | y o u | e v e r
sit on the internet all night waiting for that someone special to im you?: no
save conversations: i've saved a few
wish you were a member of the opposite sex?: only for like a day or something
cried because of someone saying something to you?: yes